So Far Gone

It's 2:09am and I can't fucking sleep because of the fucking Yankees so I thought I'd blog. Though me writing an entry like this will most certainly see them lose tomorrow, whatever. This weekend must of been breast cancer awareness week or some shit because I see a lot of pink shit around. A nigga went to Costco to pick up some water and the fucking packaging was all pink and shit. Then you got these Wall St. niggas trying to occupy wall street. No solution but them broke fucks think if they stand on the corner yelling at suits, things are going to change. At this point I'm standing back watching this Occupy Wall St. and this Breast Cancer shit and I'm thinking, what's the fucking point. 

Cancer could and probably is cured already and them Wall St. suits don't give a fuck about you. Think about the billions upon billions of dollars that have gone to cancer research, or something different lets say diabetis, MS, the common fucking cold. All those billions and they ain't solve shit. You want to know why, because solving shit makes no fucking money. That's why you got kids without fucking parents because they died of breast cancer, there is no money in fixing it. I recently called a hospital I won't mention here, questioning the fuck out of them about a procedure that could potentially save millions of lives. After hours on the phone they gave up: "Why solve it for 10k as a 1 time thing when you can prevent it from getting worse at 5k a month for the rest of their lives." That's the type of shit this world is on. Wear all the Pink you want, run the marathons and keep thinking your're making a difference. There needs to be a fundamental change, morality which is all but dead needs to somehow make a return. 

The world is 10% real and 90% heartless fuckers. You're reading this thinking you're one of the real but the numbers don't lie. If you were them you'd probably do the same thing, it'd amaze you at how materialistic one could be. They give me a suit, a nice office overlooking Manhattan, a hot secretary and a private Jet, nigga I'd lie my ass off to those blue collar workers to get that cash. Well I wouldn't but most of you will, trust me. You wouldn't do it as boldly as you think but you'd do it. Then justify it in some fucked up way. Truth is we're born to "take" as a child, the first thing we do is reach for things we can't have. Then we chase money, some get it some don't but we chase it. If you're lucky you become a suit and you get to fuck the world over. If you're not you become a "blue collar" worker and you get to complain about the suits fucking the world over, wishing you were them. In the meantime the judicial system gets worse, lives are taken because people are worth more while dead than alive (ie: cancer) and we live in hope. It doesn't have to be this way though, Puritanism didn't work. Transcendentalism didn't work. Materialism sure as fuck doesn't work but it's what we do. All the while the things that really make us better individuals, the things that make our lives better: morality and individualism is battered down. To a point where it doesn't even matter anymore. "One person with a belief is equal to the force of 100,000 who only have interests" -John Stuart Mill